RP Log- Yanagi, Inui
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tenipuri_xpDate: Nov. 13
Rating: NC-17 for... well duh.
Summary: Continuing from the last log. More things happen ♥
Inui's intentions were to leave as soon as Renji fell into a deep enough sleep, but he found himself dozing off, soothed slightly by the warm breath against his cheek. Strange, he thought to himself, as he awoke a few hours later, how he found such comfort in being close to someone. But it wasn't just Renji, he noticed, he found comfort being close to people in general. Including the children he found himself being so kind to. He looked over. Maybe it would be safe to leave.
Renji woke up slowly, he was pressed lightly, just barely, against Sadaharu’s side. He was too blurry to notice though, blinking slowly as he woke up. It was dark outside now, he could barely see anything since the lights in his room weren’t turned on. But he felt Sadaharu so he smiled slightly, glad to wake up by the other teen’s side.
In the darkness, Inui watched Renji awaken, blink, and then smile as he noticed that there was still someone by his side. "... good morning," he said in a low voice.
“Good morning, Sadaharu,” he replied softly. He felt his cheeks warm slightly, elated, just to hear Sadaharu’s voice as he woke up gradually. “Thank you,” Renji murmured softly, he’d half expected to wake up alone. Neither of them had pulled away yet, the warmth between their bodies clinging.
"Though logically," Inui filled in, "it's evening, and not quite morning, making my greeting to you seem rather foolish, but what other terms would be appropriate in greeting someone upon their awakening. With that said, have you regained your energy?"
Renji laughed softly at that, he was so perfectly comfortable where he was that he didn’t want to move at all. “I have, the headache is gone, I seem to be functioning at normal levels again,” he replied softly.
"Would you like your processor to run a standard diagnosis?"
“I think I’m comfortable without it for now. And I trust my own judgment on the matter, mostly.”
"Hn... good to know," Inui said slowly, sitting up from the bed. He had all intentions of leaving now that Renji was awake, and now that Renji was feeling better.
He sat up carefully, following Sadaharu’s motion. Renji expected the other mutant to leave now but he’d already been given more than he expected.
"Do you need the lights on?" Inui asked, still not moving from the bed.
“Yes, please,” he replied quietly. Sadaharu hadn’t left yet but he can already feel himself missing him. It was foolish and childish but then Renji wasn’t really that old.
Inui slipped out of the bed, dusting off his jacket as he moved to turn on the lights. He winced slightly, as his vision adjusted itself to the brightness, and he pulled his thick lenses over his eyes.
Renji blinked slowly, letting his sight adjust. He could see the familiar shadows of his room and Sadaharu standing in it, just by his door that wouldn’t quite close now. He waited patiently, fully expecting Sadaharu to go.
Pulling the jacket from his shoulders, Inui moved towards the door and pulled at the door knob a few times. He certainly had broken it earlier, hadn't he? He gave it another pull. It wouldn't close at all. Pity.
He listened to the soft clicks and soft bangs as Sadaharu fiddled with the door. He would have to get it fixed tomorrow. “Sadaharu?”
"Yes?" Inui responded from the door.
“Are you leaving now?” Renji asked, tilting his head slightly. He didn’t want Sadaharu to leave but he didn’t think the other teen would stay.
"I'm trying to close the door," Inui replied, still not moving.
“Oh,” Renji replied softly and let Sadaharu continue to fiddle with it without comment.
"..... it doesn't seem to want to close."
“Maybe if you put the chair against it,” he tried helpfully though he wasn’t sure why Sadaharu wanted the door closed.
"Not that I would care if anyone would see." Inui draped his jacket across Renji's desk.
Renji tilted his head questioningly, “See what?”
"See me. If they pointed me out, I'd snap their necks."
“You’re not leaving?” Renji asked a little hopefully. He wasn’t sure why Sadaharu was staying but it didn’t really matter.
"I'm leaving eventually. Don't think I'd stay for that long."
“But you’re staying for now?”
Inui moved back towards the bed, lifting a leg and resting the knee against the mattress. "I have something to do before I leave," he replied.
Head tilting up to look at Sadaharu Renji looked at him curiously. He could just make out Sadaharu’s features in the light. “Something to do?”
"Curiosity, really. If you don't mind allowing me to borrow you for educational purposes."
“Borrow me?” Renji was confused, not understanding what Sadaharu meant, which rarely happened. “What for?”
"For learning," Inui replied. "For helping me answer a few questions."
“All right,” Renji answered a little hesitantly, “I’ll try.”
"You don't have to do much. Just lie there."
Renji blinked rapidly, “I beg your pardon?”
Inui leaned over him. "I want to cut you open and peer around your insides. To see where all the connectivities have gone, and how we were modified as children," he replied, looking down at him, white eyes hidden by the thick lenses.
“…are you joking?”
"Am I?"
“I’m asking you,” Renji replied with a slight frown.
"Depends on my mood," Inui replied, brushing a hand against Renji's cheek.
“So…” Renji was confused but tilted his head into the light touch, “What do you want me to do?”
"Stay still so I can cut you open."
“I don’t think I should let you cut me open,” Renji replied but he didn’t move away. He didn’t understand what Sadaharu wanted but the talk of cutting him open didn’t scare him.
"You'll do anything for me, wont' you? Because you love me?" Inui asked, brushing his hand along Renji's cheek.
Renji blushed, uncertain. “I… don’t know.” He didn’t resist though.
Inui leaned closer. "You aren't resisting."
“I don’t understand what you want to do? Are you really going to cut me open?”
"Stop talking, please," Inui asked, leaning forward and kissing him quickly.
The kiss silenced him effectively, catching him by surprise. There was a soft murmur from him in confusion but he let Sadaharu kiss him, lips moving slightly in response.
"Thank you," Inui said gratefully, pulling back.
Renji didn’t say anything, slightly flushed and confused, just let Sadaharu do as he would.
"Though, I'm curious. What makes you so eager to please, despite your curiosity, and possibility that I might actually cut you open and pull out your innards, to roll your stomach in my hands?"
He stayed silent, tilting his head slightly to just brush his lips over Sadaharu’s. The words made his stomach churn uncomfortably for some reason.
Inui slid a finger down Renji's stomach. "Even knowing the details of my possible intentions, and yet you still don't protest."
“You’re not going to,” Renji replied quietly, certainly.
Inui pushed his glasses up and turned his gaze to his other hand, creating a hologram of a scalpel and holding it up towards the light for Renji to see the shadow of. "Oh?"
“I don’t believe you,” he told Sadaharu firmly even as he stared at the light edge of the scalpel.
"You don't believe me," Inui echoed. "Why?"
“Because you said there’s a possibility, that’s not how you speak when you’re going to do something,” he stated simply, he knew Sadaharu well enough to be able to decipher that.
"You know me too well," Inui stated just as simply, making the scalpel vanish from his hand.
“What are you going to do?” Renji insisted again.
"What am I going to do," Inui echoed slowly, leaning close again to kiss him, just as he had done earlier.
Renji let himself be kissed, slipping a hand behind Sadaharu’s neck to hold him close. He sighed softly as they pulled apart, his cheeks were red despite his usual pallor. “…Just lie there?”
"I'll take good care of you," Inui murmured in an even more gentle voice.
He nodded slightly. “Since I owe you,” he murmured softly, uncertainly. Either way Renji didn’t think there was anyone else he would lose his virginity to. Shifting Renji lay back down, letting go of Sadaharu, fingers trailing against his neck, down his chest as he moved.
Inui shivered at the touch. He neither liked it, nor hated it, but it certainly made him shiver in both a good and bad way. He took Renji's hand, cold and pale, and brought it to his lips, kissing the tips as he had seen done in several sex simulations. "You owe me quite a lot."
“I’ll do my best to repay you,” Renji murmured softly, looking up at Sadaharu. With the light over his head like that he couldn’t see much but he could feel the brush of lips against his finger tips. The light touches made him want to squirm but he lay still, waiting for Sadaharu to tell him what he wanted to do. As far as sex went Renji knew very little.
Inui's hand slid across Renji's chest, fingering the clothes carefully. "Strip for me," he ordered in a low voice.
The tie felt tight against his throat as Renji swallowed his anxiety, he could feel the collar of his uniform too tight against the skin of his neck. Staring up at Sadaharu’s shadow he licked his lips once before reached up to loosen his tie until he pulled the knot free. Clutching the tie he held it as he slowly undid the buttons that held his shirt closed. He felt his heartbeat quicken as he touched himself where Sadaharu had.
Inui drew back, gesturing for Renji to continue. He slid a hand across the other's leg. "All of it. Take of all your clothes." He spoke in a low, sultry voice, one he had just recently discovered.
Renji unbuttons his shirt all the way, propping himself up on his elbows he slides the clothing off, letting it fall off the bed. His body feels flushed and warm, so different from the usual coolness. His hands slide down his stomach to work at his belt buckle and his pants.
Inui continued to sit back and watch him, surprised by how Renji would do something like that for him. He folded his arms over his chest, eyeglasses sliding down his nose to examine all the details of his body, the smooth pale skin that was flushed a light pink, the curves of his neck and shoulders. Perhaps, in a different life, he would have been a model, tall and beautiful enough to give even women a run for their money.
The belt buckle falls open, then the zip of his pants, lifting his hips Renji tries to slide the pants down his legs. “My shoes are still on.” He kicks them off with his pants, looking up at Sadaharu in nothing but his underwear now. His lips are slightly parted, his breathing faintly audible.
"Hmm..." Inui admired, looking over the body with a serious look. He slid a hand along Renji's bare leg, feeling it beneath his fingers. "You're not finished yet, but I'll take care of the rest."
The look and the voice made Renji squirm, fidgeting slightly against the mattress. “Yes,” he murmured in agreement. He’d been naked in front of Sadaharu before but it had never seemed a big deal unlike this time.
Inui moved further along Renji's body, looking at him intently, knowing that those eyes saw nothing but light and shadows. He smirked a bit and kissed him.
He lifted a hand to smooth around Sadaharu’s neck. He could feel the outlets against his neck, so strange to have no wires coming from them. Renji held onto Sadaharu as they kissed, lips parting easily for the other teen.
Inui let his tongue explore the inside of Renji's mouth. It felt the same now as it did the last time they kissed, except it was hotter. He felt warmer than usual too. After effects of arousal, maybe?
Renji felt burned. His tongue lapped clumsily at Sadaharu’s, they’d kissed before but he still wasn’t quite certain how it worked but he was ardent and eager, making up for his lack of experience.
Continuing to kiss him, sucking lustfully on the tongue, Inui drew his hand along Renji's body, fingers playing with a nipple, feeling it firm against his fingertips. While he knew almost everything there was about sex, he still did not know it from first hand experience. This was incredibly helpful, especially considering the clumsy, innocent actions of the one beneath him.
A soft moan was lost against their lips. Renji had never touched himself, finding nothing pleasant about his ice cold skin, these touches though were searing and he was melting helplessly against Sadaharu. The tip of his tongue curled to touch the roof of Sadaharu’s mouth as the other teen suck on his tongue. Renji’s hands gripped tightly at Sadaharu’s clothing, rubbing against the other teen’s clothed body.
Inui let him press his body against the other's. There was a heat in his body too - one that he could only equate to a feeling of overheating, but there did not feel to be any danger from this kind of heat. He pulled away, licking his lips before moving to kiss from the chin and downwards, tongue sliding against the cool skin.
“Aaah,” Renji cried out softly as he felt Sadaharu’s tongue snake against his skin. He tilts his head back to encourage the caress. His arms wrap around Sadaharu’s shoulders, soft skin against coarse fabric, pulling the other boy closer, arching up into the maddening heat.
Hearing something like that... Inui never knew Renji was capable of making noises like that. Sexy, lusty noises. His tongue slid across his chest, lapping against the nipple, just as he knew was done most sexual acts, despite whether the one receiving the action was male or female. There was a nagging feeling in the back of his mind, something about... what he was doing, and how it made him feel... inside?
Renji bit his lips, muffling the soft gasps and exclamations that Sadaharu wrung from him. His hands slid up Sadaharu’s neck and into the short strands of black hair. He stroke at the hair, it was soft and thick.
Inui was half disappointed to hear Renji trying to muffle his sounds of delight, but he did nothing to pressure him into opening his mouth, instead he continued with his actions, tongue playing so happily with the nub of flesh. His hand moved lower still, towards the juncture of the legs. His fingers brushed against the fabric of the last article of clothing that dawned Renji's body.
His breath hitched at the light brush over his erection. Renji was panting slightly his breathing audible and raspy. “Sadaharu,” it was strange to hear his own voice like that, calling Sadaharu’s name. It was slightly strangled, breathy and needy. It wasn’t just emotion it was passion, something he’d never felt before. He lifted his hips blindly towards the sensation.
"Hm?" Inui looked up at him, pulling the glasses from his face to look up at him with his whi-- no, not white eyes, not right now. They were green, warm, human eyes looking at Renji, eyeing him gently. They were eyes that very few people hadn't seen, the warm loving eyes of his mother... a woman he had not seen since the day he was shipped off to England. His hand began to stroke the arousal through the underwear, gently.
Head thrown back Renji couldn’t see anything. His legs parted and hips lifted ardently. He was thrashing slightly, overwhelmed by the sensation. He blinked rapidly trying to clear his mind so that he wouldn’t simply respond blindly.
From Renji's reactions, Inui began to touch him with more fervor, hand slipping past the underwear, pulling it down and off, in order to stroke it with full contact. It felt hot beneath his palm, a temperature he never though Renji was capable of becoming.
Lifting a hand to his face Renji covered his mouth, muffling the harsh cry that Sadaharu drove from his body. Biting down on the side of his fist Renji tried not to be too loud, he could feel a scream boiling in his chest. He didn’t have time to dwell on his own nudity just simply felt the intensity of the sensations.
Inui continued to watch him, stroking him, and he couldn't help, but reach upwards and wrap his other hand around Renji's wrist, pulling it from his mouth. "Let me hear the kinds of noises you can make."
Renji gave a faint whine though he let Sadaharu take his hand, fingers curling into a fist. Blinking a few times, trying to focus on Sadaharu’s blurry shadow, trying to see something. “Kiss me, please,” he murmured, arching helplessly into each touch, wanting to taste the other teen’s lips again.
Kiss him... Inui leaned closer, tongue sliding against Renji's lips, before sliding past and kissing him deeply in response to his murmured request. His hand continued to slid across the arousal.
His lips wrapped around the tongue in imitation, sucking lightly on it even as his tongue rubbed against Sadaharu’s in response. Renji wrapped his arms around Sadaharu’s shoulder even as he steadily thrust his hips into the warmth of Sadaharu’s hand.
Something about caressing Renji, the union of their lips, the closeness of their bodies... there was so much passion in it. Something Inui never thought he was capable of doing. He kissed him eagerly, hand stroking his faster, moving against the thrust of the other's hips.
The moan was lost against Sadaharu’s lips, Renji wanted to tell the other boy to slow down. It was too much, too fast, he felt as if he was going to burst. He pulled back from the kiss, head falling back against the pillow as he gave a soft cry. “Aaahn…” the thrust of his hips grew jerky and hurried.
Inui pulled back, hand tightening around the arousal, pulling at it, milking Renji as his hips jerked beneath him. He smirked at such a reaction, pleased.
He couldn’t hold back anymore. Lifting his hips towards the touch Renji came with a strangled cry. He panted harshly as he slowly came back down, hips falling back onto the bed. He was embarrassed, terribly embarrassed, “…I’m sorry.”
Inui gave the length a few experimental touches, before finally letting it go and watching it fall back against Renji's body. He rubbed his fingertips together, and shook his head slightly. "A natural human reaction," he replied, "apologizing for that, is like apologizing for being a mutant."
“But you haven’t… not yet,” Renji replied reaching down to touch Sadaharu between his legs. “You’re wearing too much,” he complained softly as he pulled himself up to sitting so that he could kiss Sadaharu again. Hesitantly his hand stroked at Sadaharu’s arousal and the other hand stroking against his neck and collar.
Having Renji touch him, was something Inui had not taken into consideration, but when he thought about it, it was kind of nice. He took the other's hands into his own and brought them to the collar of his slightly oversized shirt. "There are a lot of buttons, why don't you help me, if you're going to complain so much?"
Renji’s hands were shaking slightly at the collar. Shyly he pressed a kiss against Sadaharu’s jaw as he began to unbutton the shirt. Each button that fell open he pressed a soft, almost chaste, kiss where the button was all the way down, pressing a kiss to Sadaharu’s stomach and on his clothed groin until the shirt was completely open.
Inui watched Renji in his actions, surprised that he could do something so sultry and arousing. With those soft, light kisses pressed against his skin, kisses to his stomach, kisses against his arousal that sent shivers up his spine. He reached over and placed a hand on Renji's head, ruffling the hair softly, encouraging him.
He straightens, the light this way Renji can kind of see Sadaharu’s face. He lowers his lashes slightly, as he pressed another soft kiss to the other boy’s face as he slid the shirt off his shoulders. Pressing his cheek against Sadaharu’s shoulder Renji soaked up the heat for a moment before kissing the slight jut of his collarbone.
Inui let himself sigh into Renji's kisses, relaxing in a while he never thought he could relax. He even found himself wrapping his arms around him, feeling along his back with gentle touches. "Mm... yes, just like that, Renji..."
He pressed his forehead to Sadaharu’s shoulder, lashes fluttering and brushing against the other teen’s skin, like butterflies. Renji pressed another kiss to the shoulder, curiously he lapped at the skin lightly before sucking on it lightly like he had with Sadaharu’s tongue. He was guessing, exploring, not very certain about each little motion. One hand holds onto the shoulder while his other hand brushes over the slight shadow that he could see where the collarbone was, slim fingers dancing delicately over pale skin.
Inui tilted his head to the side, giving Renji more room to treat his suck at the skin of shoulder. He was smirking, pleased by the sensation. He drew his hands down Renji's back, caressing the skin, rubbing against the soft skin, tracing along the waist and then down towards the round bottom, feeling it against his palm, cupping it.
He trailed his lips up along Sadaharu’s neck lightly letting out a soft yelp as he felt the other teen cup his rear. Renji had never given his body much thought but tonight suddenly he had to take notice of all his parts and bits.
That sound increased the smirk on his lips and he let his fingers move and seek out the entrance he knew only from research and installed information. He leaned his head down to gently bite Renji's shoulder.
He gasped, the sound lost against Sadaharu’s skin. The bite and the fingers brushing against his anus made him tense slightly. Renji knew how it worked though feeling it and knowing were two different things. Shaking slightly he pressed himself down slightly to encourage the touch as he let out a shaky sigh.
Inui pressed his finger a little harder against the muscle before pushing him back against the bed, encouraging him to spread his legs for him.
Renji fell back against the bed without resistance. He winced slightly as Sadaharu pushed against his entrance though he did part his legs for the other boy. He couldn’t begin to imagine how uncomfortable and potentially painful it might be to go all the way if this was how it felt with a single digit.
After a moment of thought, Inui pulled his finger back, examining it for a moment. Upon closer inspection, not only did he make note of the how uncomfortable a finger would seem, but also that males did not produce a natural lubrication like the female gender. He looked around, eyes scanning the room for something of a similar nature. Lotion. He spied lotion on Renji's bedside table. That would do. He took it, it and pumped a few squirts into his hand, rubbing it across his hand, slicking up his fingers. "Don't complain if I hurt you, even if I don't mean to." He paused. Why had he said that? Stupid, stupid. What did he care if he hurt him anyway?
Nodding frantically Renji shifted, pulling his legs up, bent at the knee to give Sadaharu better access. He couldn’t really see what Sadaharu was doing but he had some idea what the other boy had reached for and what he was going to do. He was nervous but eager.
"You seem to really know what to do, despite your lack of experience," Inui commented, still rubbing his fingers together experimentally. "You look so eager." He let his slick hand slide between Renji's legs, feeling around.
He turned his face away, embarrassed. “I’m not clueless,” Renji murmured softly. His breath hitched slightly as Sadaharu’s hands slid between his legs. His legs were trembling slightly, resisting the impulse to press them together.
"Of course, we've both been fed the exact same information to control any possible human desire for sexual activity, such as this," Inui muttered, noticing how easy it was to manipulate his hand against Renji's skin now that he had slicked it up. He pressed a finger against that entrance he had been playing with moments earlier.
“Aaah,” Renji exhaled softly as he felt the slicked digit slide against his anus. He shifted slightly to press against the tip, letting Sadaharu’s finger impale him just slightly. It was a bit tense and nervous waiting for it to happen. “Sadaharu.”
After a moment, Inui pushed the finger in further, feeling a surprising heat swallow the digit. Even know, he was still surprised at the amount of heat Renji was capable of actually generating. He felt hotter than a normal person, even. Or maybe it was all just going to his head, and he was imagining things. "You're incredibly sexy like this," Inui found himself commenting.
The soft protest was caught in his throat, a soft moan falling from his lips instead. He wasn’t sexy, rather awkward and terribly needy. But he was too lost at the moment to correct Sadaharu. He forced his hips down against the intrusion, letting Sadaharu’s finger sink as deeply into his body as it could. It slid in smoothly now, it was foreign but not uncomfortable like before.
Inui moved the finger in and out of Renji's body, feeling it slide against the heat, slicking the wall. Occasionally he could feel it tightening around the digit, and he would look up to see if Renji was handling it okay. Some of his information included a rather unpleasant collection of painful noises on the part of the one receiving the action. He pushed his finger around a little more, before trying to slide in a second.
He exhaled carefully, quietly as he felt Sadaharu slide a second finger into him. Renji kept looking towards Sadaharu as if he could see. He was careful not to let any discomfort show on his face. It wasn’t so bad though his body would tense occasionally automatically.
Inui moved his fingers slowly, carefully, drawing them out, then pushing them back in, scissoring them, testing the resistance. "How does it feel?" he asked in a low voice, "does it hurt? Does it feel good?"
Renji waited a few moments before replying. The sensation of the scissoring had been unexpected. “It feels… strange. It doesn’t hurt. It doesn’t feel good,” he answered slowly. His body felt tight and it was being opened up, the only way to describe it was strange.
"It doesn't... feel good? Weird... according to all my information, it should..." Inui pushed his fingers in a little deeper and began to bend the fingers a little, looking for that certain prostate gland that was a crucial part of male anal sex. He paused after thinking those three words. There was nothing erotic or sexual about those words.
He bit down on his lip slightly to stop a soft murmur from rising. It was a bit strange to have Sadaharu… rummage around like that.
Inui's fingers looked around a bit more, roaming the hot insides of Renji's body. He wanted the other one to cry out in response, to react as though he really did find the right place. He pushed right up against what he assumed was the spot.
The yelp at the sudden push was strangled by a moan. Renji squeezed his eyes shut, mouth falling open at the sensation that jolted through his body. He was just a little bit dazed as he recovered from the sudden assault. “That felt good,” he commented softly, he was hard again now, “maybe a bit too intense.”
"I bet I can make it feel better." Inui continued to push up against the spot, assaulting it with his two fingers, driven by such an arousing reaction from Renji. He had not expected such a moan, mouth open, expression dazed. That was even more sexy than before.
“That would be slightly frightening,” Renji panted softly. His legs parted further as if to open himself more. He felt a little dizzy from the pleasure. Exhaling carefully again, his breathing had become very thick and heavy, Renji pressed himself against the intruding digits even as he protested.
"More?" Inui asked, moving the fingers a little faster, "Do you want more?" He wanted to hear Renji beg, even though he knew chances were it wasn't going to happen.
He pressed his lips together harshly to keep from responding to that. Eyes fluttering open he tried to look at Sadaharu’s face. He could imagine an expression but that wasn’t enough. Renji reached his hands for the other teen’s face, fingers tracing the angles and curves, his index finger traced the line of Sadaharu’s lips.
Touch. That was something Inui should have expected. Renji's fingers slid across his face, feeling his slightly parted lips and furrowed brow. He turned his head slightly, kissing the tips of those fingers - fingers he knew surprisingly well. As much as he hated touch, as much as he hated being touched, he knew those fingers.
He pulled his hands back reluctantly, the tips of his fingers were tingling slightly or maybe he was imagining things. He was looking at the sharp shadows across Sadaharu’s face before his gaze broke, eyes squeezing shut again as the fingers rubbed against his prostate again. Renji fell back heavily into the bed, sinking into the pillows and mattress. A hand slid down to find Sadaharu’s wrist and stroking it lightly before resting over his thigh, between his parted legs.
Inui's other hand, also slick with lotion, grasped Renji's length and began to pump it, fingers still sliding in and out, brushing against that spot with a slight arch. He leaned forward, pressing his lips against his stomach. The more he did this, the warmer and softer he felt inside. He wasn't sure if he liked... no. He certainly didn't like it.
Renji cried out before biting down on his lips and muffling it to a soft, “Nnngh.” His fingers curled into a fist against his thigh as he tried to keep from thrusting up into the wrap of Sadaharu’s hand. Each time he shifted his hips he fell down a bit deeper. “Stop,” he called out in a panting voice. He was too close to a second orgasm, it was insane and they were barely half way.
Inui slid a little further up Renji's body. "Stop?" he echoed, "But it's just getting good. I'm really enjoying myself. And I can tell you are too." He continued to move his hands and fingers, kissing the other's chest gently.
“I’m going to…” Renji choked on his own words slightly as he arched into the firm strokes. It was driving him crazy so many different sensations. If he was still connected to his processor he had no doubt it would crash.
"So let go," Inui murmured gently, as he pulled back, hand still stroking him, from the inside and from the outside.
He gave a frustrated whine as he thrust his hips up into Sadaharu’s stroking him and fell back down onto the fingers impaling him. Renji bit down hard on his lips as he came again, body tightening around Sadaharu’s fingers as he climaxed with a muffled moan.
Inui trembled a bit at feeling Renji tighten around his fingers. And after a moment, as he with drew his fingers, he found his breath was slightly heavy, as if he had been just as eager to see him find a release, as Renji was to reach it for a second time. He was smiling, a little, hands releasing the organ that he grasped so firmly in his hands. "The human body," he commented, "is an amazing thing...."
Panting harshly Renji pushed himself up, sitting up against Sadaharu. His lips found the other boy’s again, kissing him deeply. “Your turn,” he murmured softly against Sadaharu’s lips. He slid his lips along the other boy’s jaw, letting his tongue tickle the skin lightly. He found Sadaharu’s earlobe and nipped at it lightly before working down his neck.
"My turn," Inui echoed, and he let his head roll back. Each of Renji's kisses and nips left a spot tingling against his skin. His mouth dropped slightly, and he let out a soft moan of pleasure.
Renji slid down Sadaharu’s body. He sucked softly at Sadaharu’s nipples, traced the faint ridges of his ribs. “You’re too skinny,” he murmured softly before sliding lower, his tongue dipped into Sadaharu’s navel teasingly before he sucked softly at the softer part of the belly just beneath it. Renji drew his tongue across the waist of Sadaharu’s pants, tickling the line before his fingers went to work, undoing the pants and tugging them down eagerly.
"I'm not too skinny," Inui argued, as the pants came off easily (he never wore anything too tight to accommodate for all the moving he did), "I just forget to eat." He gasped a little as the pants came away, thankful for the relief from the tightness.
The underwear came off with the pants, exposing Sadaharu’s arousal to Renji. He looked at it curiously for a moment, taking the length in his hand and stroking it experimentally. He traced a finger along the prominent vein. It was slightly thicker than his own but around the same length.
"Nn...." Inui moaned slightly, feeling his arousal being grasped and stroked by Renji's familiar hands. He sighed, satisfied in the feeling and the sensation. It sent shivers up his spine, arousing him even more than before.
He looked up at Sadaharu hesitantly before lowering himself again. Certainly if his lips felt good on other parts of the body it would feel good there. Curiously he kissed the tip of the arousal, skimming down with the soft skin of his lips. He was hunched over Sadaharu’s lap, uncertain how to position himself.
Inui, despite deciding how good it felt to have Renji's lips against his arousal, stopped to turn Renji's head in the direction of the edge of the bed. "You'll hurt your back like that. Get on the floor, it'll be easier for both of us."
Renji slid down onto the floor as Sadaharu told him to. He slid between the other teen’s legs, looking up at Sadaharu before he tried again. He parted his lips slightly to suck teasingly at the arousal, just at the tip. The taste was shocked him but not enough to pull back. His tongue flicked against the tip as if to get a better idea of the taste.
"Mmm..." As much as the pleasure made Inui want to roll his head back and relish it, he found more pleasure in watching Renji suck him off, mouth wrapped around the head, tongue flickering against the tip. He never thought such a pale, dead looking boy would grow up to be capable of something like this.
Lips parting Renji let his tongue slide up and down Sadaharu’s length, he felt a bit bolder, a bit more certain, hearing the soft sounds of pleasure the other boy made. He held the erection at the base while his other hand stroke at the flesh delicately with his finger tips. He let the head of the penis slip between his lips, sucking at it steadily though he varied the intensity and the speed to see how Sadaharu would react.
Inui placed his hand on Renji's head, moving his hips slightly with movement of the other's mouth. Sounds of pleasure, like soft half swallowed moans, and quiet grunts escaped his barely parted lips.
Slowly Renji tried to take the organ deeper into his mouth, sliding it in and out, just a little bit further down each time. He couldn’t fit it all in his mouth, not without choking. He sucked at the erection between his lips as his hands stroked slowly at the base. The pace was slow and unhurried, he worried if he rushed anything he might end up being clumsy or hurting Sadaharu.
"Mmm, you're so good," Inui moaned, fingers running through Renji's hair, rubbing at his head, massaging it.
Renji pulled back and flicked his tongue over the head in response before taking it into his mouth again. His cheeks were flushed warmly. He moaned around the arousal softly, tongue pressing against the underside.
"A little more," Inui urged, moving his hips forward, encouraging Renji to move faster, suck harder. He bent his head forward, hair falling over his eyes, and even then he continued to watch him, focusing on the pale body that was flushed from everything they had been doing.
He took the arousal as deep as he could, sucked harder at it though he was still careful. Pulling back slightly Renji slid his tongue up along the length then twirled it around the tip before sinking down again. His head bobbed up and down in Sadaharu’s lap. He sped up and slowed down until it was almost at a teasing pace.
Inui sighed and pressed a hands against Renji's shoulders. "Okay stop, no more," he warned, in a low voice. "It wouldn't do for you to finish me so quickly…."
“But you made me finish twice,” he protested softly, dragging soft lips along the length again in a feather light touch. His tongue darted out to lap up along the erection again, unwilling to stop.
Inui knew the pleasure he had gotten from watching Renji come twice already was going to come back and bite him in the ass, and this was one of those moments. Renji had the most incredible touch, gentle, hesitant, slow, luxurious, sexy....
He teased the slit of the penis with the tip of his tongue, the fluid budding there clung to his tongue, sticky like honey. Wrapping his lips firmly around the arousal Renji started to suck faster more firmly as his hands stroked up steadily.
Fingers still massaging at Renji's head, hips moving into the soft mouth and warm hands. He found feel himself trembling slightly from resisting the urge to reach his release, but he was beginning to feel the limits of his restraint. "Nn... Ren... Renji...."
Renji rubbed his tongue against the head in counter rhythm to the sucking. He could hear it in Sadaharu’s voice, he let the pace speed up, bobbing his head up and down enthusiastically. His fingers trailed down to press against the teen’s balls then up the shaft again.
Jerking, forward Inui gasped, hand grasping into Renji's head. There was no holding back anymore, he couldn't. He came, hard and fast from holding it back for as long as he had, into the heat of the other's mouth.
There was no room for him to do anything but swallow. He gagged for a moment before recovering swallowing everything that Sadaharu gave him. Sucking softly at the softening member Renji pulled back. Looking up at Sadaharu he wiped at the corner of his mouth.
Inui was catching his breath, gasping, head tossed forward, hair in his eyes. "Ah... Renji...."
He reached up a hand almost cattishly batting at a strand of hair falling into Sadaharu’s face. Renji gave a hesitant smile, raising himself on his knees to press a kiss to Sadaharu’s lips.
Compelled, Inui put his hands on either side of Renji's face, pulling him closer, kissing him deeper. He wasn't quite sure why he felt the urge to do it, he just did. There was something so cute about the way he batted away at his hair. The smile was sweet and hesitant. Why... was he thinking like that?
Renji sighed softly against Sadaharu’s lips, content. He hadn’t expected all this to happen but the feeling of Sadaharu’s hands gently touching his face made him inexplicably happy.
Inui couldn't help but kiss him gently, lov... lovingly, was the only way he could describe it. He never knew he was capable of being able to... do anything in such a way. It was almost unbelievable.
He hummed softly into the kiss. Pulling back slightly Renji pressed a kiss to the tip of Sadaharu’s nose affectionately. He got up from his knees, sitting back on the bed next to the other teen. He wasn’t sure if they were done yet, he was still stick between his legs and his body had recovered enough that if they wanted to he could.
Inui wrinkled his nose at the kiss, both confused and surprisingly pleased by it. Carefully he reached around Renji's waist, pulling him a little closer, and leaning over to kiss him on the shoulder, then the neck, slowly working his way up to his lips in an affectionate way. "Renji," he murmured softly, "I'm not sure how I feel about you...."
“That’s okay,” he replied with a smile. He didn’t need to hear it from Sadaharu, didn’t need to demand an answer from him. Renji was happy with whatever the other teen offered. He returned the kisses softly, smiling into them.
"Why are you so easily satisfied?" Inui asked, still kissing him gently, across his face, over his closed eyes. "Why?"
“Because I can’t expect things from you, so whatever you give me makes me happy,” he told Sadaharu as he sighed at the soft kisses sprinkled over his face. Renji shifted a little to press Sadaharu to lie down on the bed. He kissed him on the lips then on his cheek, over the bridge of his nose and his cheek again.
In all his years of living, Inui never thought simple kisses could be so pleasant. He sighed into them, lying back against the bed. "You really love me... that much?"
“Yes,” Renji replied without hesitation. He kissed Sadaharu’s chin, it was overwhelming just to be allowed to touch the other teen freely. Though he’d never dreamed of touching him so intimately, never imagined Sadaharu would let him.
"How can you love me so much?" Inui asked, staring up at the ceiling, trying to desperately to figure out how those emotions worked.
“You’re all I’ve ever had. I have no choice but to love you,” Renji answered soft as he nuzzled at Sadaharu’s neck. It was incredibly warm to be together like this. “But I would never choose not to love you even if I could.”
"Despite my not loving you back? Despite how we can only disagree on everything? Despite how I will kill someone with my bare hands if I think they deserve it and think nothing more of it? Despite how I hated you? You wouldn't change your mind? Change the way you feel about... me?"
“Have I changed my mind at all? That’s all been done and I still love you. Do you hate it? The way I feel about you.” He nipped lightly at the soft skin of Sadaharu’s neck then lapped at it gently. His arm was draped over Sadaharu’s waist as if hugging him.
"I hate it. Yes, because I don't understand it." Inui put his arms around Renji and gently pushed him back against the bed, leaning down to kiss him.
Renji let Sadaharu push him onto his back, moaning softly into the kiss. “I’m sorry,” he murmured against Sadaharu’s lips when they pulled back slightly before leaning up a little to kiss again.
Inui didn't reply, merely returned the kiss and began to work his way down Renji's body, brushing against the shoulders, down past the stomach, tongue dipping into the bellybutton teasingly.
He sighed softly as he felt Sadaharu’s soft lips slipping down his body. Renji couldn’t help a short embarrassed laugh when the tongue dipped into his navel. He dropped his hands to rest in Sadaharu’s hair (had he been washing it? It felt softer).
Inui's lips brushed against the organ, head turning slightly into the touch against his head.
Renji moaned softly in response, hips arching up just slightly into the tantalizing touch. “Sadaharu,” he sighed the name softly, falling easily from his lips.
He decided then, that he liked the sound of his name being spoken like that from Renji's lips. It was sensual. He kissed the length gently, hands sliding between the legs, pushing them apart gently. There was one thing left.
His legs slid apart for Sadaharu obediently. There was little shyness left, he’d already seen everything of Renji there was no more shame in his body. He stared at the bright ceiling of his room even though he wanted to prop himself up to look at Sadaharu. He wouldn’t see much so he just lay back.
"You should see the way you look," Inui whispered gently, finding the bottle of lotion again, squeezing it onto his length, rubbing it, encouraging it to harden more beneath his hands. "You're so incredibly sexy...." His slick hand rubbed against Renji.
“I wish I could see you,” Renji replied softly, hips shifting slightly for Sadaharu. He couldn’t imagine himself as sexy no matter how many times Sadaharu said it, but then he wasn’t one to randomly say things he didn’t mean.
"You have that option, don't you?" Inui asked. "You can see now, if you wanted to..."
He didn’t reply, just moaned softly as Sadaharu continued to touch him between his legs. He didn’t like to rely on the interface, not when there was Sadaharu. It was childish but if he was blind the only aide he wanted was Sadaharu.
Inui didn't say anything else, as he slid his arousal, pressing up against Renji's entrance, wanting so badly to enter him, fill him, feel him around him.
Renji reached to touch Sadaharu’s face as he shifted his hips again letting the tip of the arousal rub against him. “Go ahead,” he murmured softly, he was relaxed, trusting Sadaharu to be as gentle here as he had been all night.
A little confirmation was all Inui wanted and needed before pushing in slowly, into the surprising heat of Renji's insides. The heat was so much, he couldn't help but gasp slightly. "God... Renji...."
He moaned softly as Sadaharu slid it, he felt stretched and it hurt a little but certainly nothing that was unbearable. Wrapping his arms around Sadaharu’s neck Renji tried to pull their bodies closer together. His lashes fluttered against his cheeks, flitting restlessly as he adjusted to the sensation.
Inui slid across Renji's body as he pushed in further, until he was in up until the hilt. He stared down at Renji for a moment, seeing those closed eyes, face flushed slightly. He leaned down to kiss him gently, as his hand reached over, looking for something.
A soft sigh gusted against Sadaharu’s lips as he slid in completely. Renji shifted, pulling his legs up slightly to ease the connection. He returned the kiss ardently ignoring the ache from being stretched in such a way.
Inui's fingers found what he had been searching for, the familiar thin red wire that had connected them together for years. And even without his computer, he was still part machine, and he thought if anytime was an appropriate time to experiment, this was it. Swiftly he plugged one behind his head, and the other end at the nape of Renji’s neck.
Renji let out a shocked cry at the sudden visual feed. The flush on his face darkened and he watched it through Sadaharu’s eyes. He turned his head to the side as if that would help avert his gaze but he was trapped. He didn’t have much time to dwell on it though as Sadaharu continued to push in and out of his body drawing out soft moans from him.
Judging from Renji's reaction, he had worked. Inui smirked slightly he brushed a hand against the other's cheek, moving slowly in and out of him. "See how sexy you are," he murmured softly, "your cheeks are so red..."
He tilted his head into the touch, moaning quietly as their bodies rocked together. His eyes fluttered open though what he saw didn’t change. He saw the way his own slightly unfocused gaze was turned to Sadaharu, saw how flush and red he was, but more than that he noted Sadaharu’s unwavering gaze on his face. It made him hot to feel the other teen look at him so intensely.
"I really love looking at you," Inui whispered, continuing to move against him, into him, breathing increasing. "Somehow, I feel as though I could stare at you forever..."
“Stare at me forever,” Renji invited, intoxicated by the words and the sound of Sadaharu’s voice. He lifted his legs to wrap around Sadaharu’s waist, moaning as he held the other teen as close as he could. He gave a sharp cry as Sadaharu pressed in again having found that spot again.
Inui began to move faster, thrusting harder into him, not saying anything. Despite the way his breath was increasing, and his body was beginning to shake, he didn't look away, wanting to watch Renji forever, wanting Renji to watch himself.
Each thrust rubbed against his prostate making Renji purr softly each time. He was hard again by now and their soft rocking made him rub against Sadaharu’s stomach each time. His eyes blinked automatically, more instinct than anything, as he watched himself, lips parted slightly matching the motion to the soft pleased sounds he was making.
Feeling Renji's arousal against his stomach, Inui ground against it with each thrust, staring at those slightly parted lips. The purrs made his blood hot, arousing him even more than he was before. He leaned over, kissing him, hips moving faster: in and out, in and out.
Lips parted for Sadaharu, Renji flicked his tongue out urging Sadaharu’s into his mouth and tangling with it. His soft cries were swallowed by their kiss as Sadaharu hit him harder and faster, his body tightened around Sadaharu each time he drew out, clenching at the pleasure of the stimulation.
Their sounds of pleasure were muffled together, mouths pressed hard and fast. Inui sucked eagerly on Renji's tongue, feeling the familiar heat beginning to gather deep inside him, urging him to move faster, harder, wanting to them to reach their completion at the same time.
Renji’s legs flexed around Sadaharu, pulling them closer again. Renji kissed back with equal fervor, lips, tongue, even his teeth scraping gently over soft lips. He squeezed his eyes shut again as he felt himself near his peak for the third time that night but held on a bit longer.
Speaking against Renji's lips, Inui managed to gasp, "I'm coming..." Pushing hard into Renji, his body shuddered, hips jerked, and he was pushed past his limit. The feeling sent shivers through his entire body, making him tremble and shake. He had felt that way before.
As soon as those words were spoken Renji let go. “Sadaharu,” he cried out softly against Sadaharu’s lips as he came again, his arousal rubbed against Sadaharu’s stomach a few times heightening the pleasure. His body tightened around Sadaharu as he came, whole body clenching.
Inui was slowly coming down, arms wrapped around Renji. He was tired, his body was sore, it ached - a good kind of ache - and he didn't want to leave that warmth, but he did. Slowly he drew out and collapsed next to him, quiet, wire pulling from his head, severing the visual connection between them.
He would need a bath later, he had semen splattered over his stomach and he could feel a
trickle between his legs, nevertheless he was content. Not minding the mess Renji curled up against Sadaharu, resting his head on the other teen's shoulder. "Will you stay the night?" he asked hopefully.
Inui mulled silently over the question. He didn't want to promise anything, but with Renji
curled up against him like that, voice hopeful, all he could manage to reply was, "...perhaps."
“All right,” he agreed, letting Sadaharu keep his ambiguity. “Thank you,” he added as an afterthought, kissing Sadaharu’s chest lightly, “That was incredible.”
There was no denying it. It was incredible, especially for their first experience with sex. They knew all about it, but to actually experience it first hand - with each other, of all people... it was overwhelming. Inui put a hand on Renji's head. "Shh," he said, "go to sleep."
Renji thought to protest, he wasn’t so tired anymore but let his eyes fall shut. It was a peaceful, lounging mood. “I’ll try,” he murmured, it was comfortable enough curled against Sadaharu like that.
As he felt Renji fall asleep against him, Inui stared up at the ceiling, thinking. Whatever feelings he had for this boy was making things so much more difficult. If whatever he felt inside was love, there was still no possible way for it to be realized. They were too different. Inui lived a separate life. Renji believed in unity between mutants and humans alike. And he... he preferred to see the humans dead.
Renji shifted closer to Sadaharu in his sleep, breathing even, face relaxed in peaceful sleep.
Inui stared at Renji for a while, looking at him. He brushed a hand against his cheek, thoughtfully. He couldn't stay. It wouldn't be right. Carefully, he moved, placing a pillow in Renji’s arms in his absence. Staying would only hurt him more anyway. He didn't belong here in Ryuhana.
Renji woke up as Sadaharu pulled away but didn’t say anything. His eyes were closed but he knew the other boy was leaving. Just like the first time Sadaharu had left there was nothing Renji could do to make him stay.
There was so much Inui had to do, anyway. He was still only half fixed. His unit was still laying in a mess on the floor of his apartment, barely functioning. He had to take some time away from this. From Renji. From killing. From everyone and everything. He looked back at Renji as he lingered by the window for a moment. But he wasn't going to go away forever. He'd be back. He leapt from the window, disappearing into the night.
Renji let out a breath he’d been holding as soon as he was sure Sadaharu was gone. Pulling the pillow closer to him, pressing it against his chest he let himself rest on that. He shouldn’t have hoped even for the night he told himself, now he could feel the faint tinge of disappointment rolling in his stomach. He wondered idly if he should even allow himself to hope that Sadaharu would be back eventually.
Rating: NC-17 for... well duh.
Summary: Continuing from the last log. More things happen ♥
Inui's intentions were to leave as soon as Renji fell into a deep enough sleep, but he found himself dozing off, soothed slightly by the warm breath against his cheek. Strange, he thought to himself, as he awoke a few hours later, how he found such comfort in being close to someone. But it wasn't just Renji, he noticed, he found comfort being close to people in general. Including the children he found himself being so kind to. He looked over. Maybe it would be safe to leave.
Renji woke up slowly, he was pressed lightly, just barely, against Sadaharu’s side. He was too blurry to notice though, blinking slowly as he woke up. It was dark outside now, he could barely see anything since the lights in his room weren’t turned on. But he felt Sadaharu so he smiled slightly, glad to wake up by the other teen’s side.
In the darkness, Inui watched Renji awaken, blink, and then smile as he noticed that there was still someone by his side. "... good morning," he said in a low voice.
“Good morning, Sadaharu,” he replied softly. He felt his cheeks warm slightly, elated, just to hear Sadaharu’s voice as he woke up gradually. “Thank you,” Renji murmured softly, he’d half expected to wake up alone. Neither of them had pulled away yet, the warmth between their bodies clinging.
"Though logically," Inui filled in, "it's evening, and not quite morning, making my greeting to you seem rather foolish, but what other terms would be appropriate in greeting someone upon their awakening. With that said, have you regained your energy?"
Renji laughed softly at that, he was so perfectly comfortable where he was that he didn’t want to move at all. “I have, the headache is gone, I seem to be functioning at normal levels again,” he replied softly.
"Would you like your processor to run a standard diagnosis?"
“I think I’m comfortable without it for now. And I trust my own judgment on the matter, mostly.”
"Hn... good to know," Inui said slowly, sitting up from the bed. He had all intentions of leaving now that Renji was awake, and now that Renji was feeling better.
He sat up carefully, following Sadaharu’s motion. Renji expected the other mutant to leave now but he’d already been given more than he expected.
"Do you need the lights on?" Inui asked, still not moving from the bed.
“Yes, please,” he replied quietly. Sadaharu hadn’t left yet but he can already feel himself missing him. It was foolish and childish but then Renji wasn’t really that old.
Inui slipped out of the bed, dusting off his jacket as he moved to turn on the lights. He winced slightly, as his vision adjusted itself to the brightness, and he pulled his thick lenses over his eyes.
Renji blinked slowly, letting his sight adjust. He could see the familiar shadows of his room and Sadaharu standing in it, just by his door that wouldn’t quite close now. He waited patiently, fully expecting Sadaharu to go.
Pulling the jacket from his shoulders, Inui moved towards the door and pulled at the door knob a few times. He certainly had broken it earlier, hadn't he? He gave it another pull. It wouldn't close at all. Pity.
He listened to the soft clicks and soft bangs as Sadaharu fiddled with the door. He would have to get it fixed tomorrow. “Sadaharu?”
"Yes?" Inui responded from the door.
“Are you leaving now?” Renji asked, tilting his head slightly. He didn’t want Sadaharu to leave but he didn’t think the other teen would stay.
"I'm trying to close the door," Inui replied, still not moving.
“Oh,” Renji replied softly and let Sadaharu continue to fiddle with it without comment.
"..... it doesn't seem to want to close."
“Maybe if you put the chair against it,” he tried helpfully though he wasn’t sure why Sadaharu wanted the door closed.
"Not that I would care if anyone would see." Inui draped his jacket across Renji's desk.
Renji tilted his head questioningly, “See what?”
"See me. If they pointed me out, I'd snap their necks."
“You’re not leaving?” Renji asked a little hopefully. He wasn’t sure why Sadaharu was staying but it didn’t really matter.
"I'm leaving eventually. Don't think I'd stay for that long."
“But you’re staying for now?”
Inui moved back towards the bed, lifting a leg and resting the knee against the mattress. "I have something to do before I leave," he replied.
Head tilting up to look at Sadaharu Renji looked at him curiously. He could just make out Sadaharu’s features in the light. “Something to do?”
"Curiosity, really. If you don't mind allowing me to borrow you for educational purposes."
“Borrow me?” Renji was confused, not understanding what Sadaharu meant, which rarely happened. “What for?”
"For learning," Inui replied. "For helping me answer a few questions."
“All right,” Renji answered a little hesitantly, “I’ll try.”
"You don't have to do much. Just lie there."
Renji blinked rapidly, “I beg your pardon?”
Inui leaned over him. "I want to cut you open and peer around your insides. To see where all the connectivities have gone, and how we were modified as children," he replied, looking down at him, white eyes hidden by the thick lenses.
“…are you joking?”
"Am I?"
“I’m asking you,” Renji replied with a slight frown.
"Depends on my mood," Inui replied, brushing a hand against Renji's cheek.
“So…” Renji was confused but tilted his head into the light touch, “What do you want me to do?”
"Stay still so I can cut you open."
“I don’t think I should let you cut me open,” Renji replied but he didn’t move away. He didn’t understand what Sadaharu wanted but the talk of cutting him open didn’t scare him.
"You'll do anything for me, wont' you? Because you love me?" Inui asked, brushing his hand along Renji's cheek.
Renji blushed, uncertain. “I… don’t know.” He didn’t resist though.
Inui leaned closer. "You aren't resisting."
“I don’t understand what you want to do? Are you really going to cut me open?”
"Stop talking, please," Inui asked, leaning forward and kissing him quickly.
The kiss silenced him effectively, catching him by surprise. There was a soft murmur from him in confusion but he let Sadaharu kiss him, lips moving slightly in response.
"Thank you," Inui said gratefully, pulling back.
Renji didn’t say anything, slightly flushed and confused, just let Sadaharu do as he would.
"Though, I'm curious. What makes you so eager to please, despite your curiosity, and possibility that I might actually cut you open and pull out your innards, to roll your stomach in my hands?"
He stayed silent, tilting his head slightly to just brush his lips over Sadaharu’s. The words made his stomach churn uncomfortably for some reason.
Inui slid a finger down Renji's stomach. "Even knowing the details of my possible intentions, and yet you still don't protest."
“You’re not going to,” Renji replied quietly, certainly.
Inui pushed his glasses up and turned his gaze to his other hand, creating a hologram of a scalpel and holding it up towards the light for Renji to see the shadow of. "Oh?"
“I don’t believe you,” he told Sadaharu firmly even as he stared at the light edge of the scalpel.
"You don't believe me," Inui echoed. "Why?"
“Because you said there’s a possibility, that’s not how you speak when you’re going to do something,” he stated simply, he knew Sadaharu well enough to be able to decipher that.
"You know me too well," Inui stated just as simply, making the scalpel vanish from his hand.
“What are you going to do?” Renji insisted again.
"What am I going to do," Inui echoed slowly, leaning close again to kiss him, just as he had done earlier.
Renji let himself be kissed, slipping a hand behind Sadaharu’s neck to hold him close. He sighed softly as they pulled apart, his cheeks were red despite his usual pallor. “…Just lie there?”
"I'll take good care of you," Inui murmured in an even more gentle voice.
He nodded slightly. “Since I owe you,” he murmured softly, uncertainly. Either way Renji didn’t think there was anyone else he would lose his virginity to. Shifting Renji lay back down, letting go of Sadaharu, fingers trailing against his neck, down his chest as he moved.
Inui shivered at the touch. He neither liked it, nor hated it, but it certainly made him shiver in both a good and bad way. He took Renji's hand, cold and pale, and brought it to his lips, kissing the tips as he had seen done in several sex simulations. "You owe me quite a lot."
“I’ll do my best to repay you,” Renji murmured softly, looking up at Sadaharu. With the light over his head like that he couldn’t see much but he could feel the brush of lips against his finger tips. The light touches made him want to squirm but he lay still, waiting for Sadaharu to tell him what he wanted to do. As far as sex went Renji knew very little.
Inui's hand slid across Renji's chest, fingering the clothes carefully. "Strip for me," he ordered in a low voice.
The tie felt tight against his throat as Renji swallowed his anxiety, he could feel the collar of his uniform too tight against the skin of his neck. Staring up at Sadaharu’s shadow he licked his lips once before reached up to loosen his tie until he pulled the knot free. Clutching the tie he held it as he slowly undid the buttons that held his shirt closed. He felt his heartbeat quicken as he touched himself where Sadaharu had.
Inui drew back, gesturing for Renji to continue. He slid a hand across the other's leg. "All of it. Take of all your clothes." He spoke in a low, sultry voice, one he had just recently discovered.
Renji unbuttons his shirt all the way, propping himself up on his elbows he slides the clothing off, letting it fall off the bed. His body feels flushed and warm, so different from the usual coolness. His hands slide down his stomach to work at his belt buckle and his pants.
Inui continued to sit back and watch him, surprised by how Renji would do something like that for him. He folded his arms over his chest, eyeglasses sliding down his nose to examine all the details of his body, the smooth pale skin that was flushed a light pink, the curves of his neck and shoulders. Perhaps, in a different life, he would have been a model, tall and beautiful enough to give even women a run for their money.
The belt buckle falls open, then the zip of his pants, lifting his hips Renji tries to slide the pants down his legs. “My shoes are still on.” He kicks them off with his pants, looking up at Sadaharu in nothing but his underwear now. His lips are slightly parted, his breathing faintly audible.
"Hmm..." Inui admired, looking over the body with a serious look. He slid a hand along Renji's bare leg, feeling it beneath his fingers. "You're not finished yet, but I'll take care of the rest."
The look and the voice made Renji squirm, fidgeting slightly against the mattress. “Yes,” he murmured in agreement. He’d been naked in front of Sadaharu before but it had never seemed a big deal unlike this time.
Inui moved further along Renji's body, looking at him intently, knowing that those eyes saw nothing but light and shadows. He smirked a bit and kissed him.
He lifted a hand to smooth around Sadaharu’s neck. He could feel the outlets against his neck, so strange to have no wires coming from them. Renji held onto Sadaharu as they kissed, lips parting easily for the other teen.
Inui let his tongue explore the inside of Renji's mouth. It felt the same now as it did the last time they kissed, except it was hotter. He felt warmer than usual too. After effects of arousal, maybe?
Renji felt burned. His tongue lapped clumsily at Sadaharu’s, they’d kissed before but he still wasn’t quite certain how it worked but he was ardent and eager, making up for his lack of experience.
Continuing to kiss him, sucking lustfully on the tongue, Inui drew his hand along Renji's body, fingers playing with a nipple, feeling it firm against his fingertips. While he knew almost everything there was about sex, he still did not know it from first hand experience. This was incredibly helpful, especially considering the clumsy, innocent actions of the one beneath him.
A soft moan was lost against their lips. Renji had never touched himself, finding nothing pleasant about his ice cold skin, these touches though were searing and he was melting helplessly against Sadaharu. The tip of his tongue curled to touch the roof of Sadaharu’s mouth as the other teen suck on his tongue. Renji’s hands gripped tightly at Sadaharu’s clothing, rubbing against the other teen’s clothed body.
Inui let him press his body against the other's. There was a heat in his body too - one that he could only equate to a feeling of overheating, but there did not feel to be any danger from this kind of heat. He pulled away, licking his lips before moving to kiss from the chin and downwards, tongue sliding against the cool skin.
“Aaah,” Renji cried out softly as he felt Sadaharu’s tongue snake against his skin. He tilts his head back to encourage the caress. His arms wrap around Sadaharu’s shoulders, soft skin against coarse fabric, pulling the other boy closer, arching up into the maddening heat.
Hearing something like that... Inui never knew Renji was capable of making noises like that. Sexy, lusty noises. His tongue slid across his chest, lapping against the nipple, just as he knew was done most sexual acts, despite whether the one receiving the action was male or female. There was a nagging feeling in the back of his mind, something about... what he was doing, and how it made him feel... inside?
Renji bit his lips, muffling the soft gasps and exclamations that Sadaharu wrung from him. His hands slid up Sadaharu’s neck and into the short strands of black hair. He stroke at the hair, it was soft and thick.
Inui was half disappointed to hear Renji trying to muffle his sounds of delight, but he did nothing to pressure him into opening his mouth, instead he continued with his actions, tongue playing so happily with the nub of flesh. His hand moved lower still, towards the juncture of the legs. His fingers brushed against the fabric of the last article of clothing that dawned Renji's body.
His breath hitched at the light brush over his erection. Renji was panting slightly his breathing audible and raspy. “Sadaharu,” it was strange to hear his own voice like that, calling Sadaharu’s name. It was slightly strangled, breathy and needy. It wasn’t just emotion it was passion, something he’d never felt before. He lifted his hips blindly towards the sensation.
"Hm?" Inui looked up at him, pulling the glasses from his face to look up at him with his whi-- no, not white eyes, not right now. They were green, warm, human eyes looking at Renji, eyeing him gently. They were eyes that very few people hadn't seen, the warm loving eyes of his mother... a woman he had not seen since the day he was shipped off to England. His hand began to stroke the arousal through the underwear, gently.
Head thrown back Renji couldn’t see anything. His legs parted and hips lifted ardently. He was thrashing slightly, overwhelmed by the sensation. He blinked rapidly trying to clear his mind so that he wouldn’t simply respond blindly.
From Renji's reactions, Inui began to touch him with more fervor, hand slipping past the underwear, pulling it down and off, in order to stroke it with full contact. It felt hot beneath his palm, a temperature he never though Renji was capable of becoming.
Lifting a hand to his face Renji covered his mouth, muffling the harsh cry that Sadaharu drove from his body. Biting down on the side of his fist Renji tried not to be too loud, he could feel a scream boiling in his chest. He didn’t have time to dwell on his own nudity just simply felt the intensity of the sensations.
Inui continued to watch him, stroking him, and he couldn't help, but reach upwards and wrap his other hand around Renji's wrist, pulling it from his mouth. "Let me hear the kinds of noises you can make."
Renji gave a faint whine though he let Sadaharu take his hand, fingers curling into a fist. Blinking a few times, trying to focus on Sadaharu’s blurry shadow, trying to see something. “Kiss me, please,” he murmured, arching helplessly into each touch, wanting to taste the other teen’s lips again.
Kiss him... Inui leaned closer, tongue sliding against Renji's lips, before sliding past and kissing him deeply in response to his murmured request. His hand continued to slid across the arousal.
His lips wrapped around the tongue in imitation, sucking lightly on it even as his tongue rubbed against Sadaharu’s in response. Renji wrapped his arms around Sadaharu’s shoulder even as he steadily thrust his hips into the warmth of Sadaharu’s hand.
Something about caressing Renji, the union of their lips, the closeness of their bodies... there was so much passion in it. Something Inui never thought he was capable of doing. He kissed him eagerly, hand stroking his faster, moving against the thrust of the other's hips.
The moan was lost against Sadaharu’s lips, Renji wanted to tell the other boy to slow down. It was too much, too fast, he felt as if he was going to burst. He pulled back from the kiss, head falling back against the pillow as he gave a soft cry. “Aaahn…” the thrust of his hips grew jerky and hurried.
Inui pulled back, hand tightening around the arousal, pulling at it, milking Renji as his hips jerked beneath him. He smirked at such a reaction, pleased.
He couldn’t hold back anymore. Lifting his hips towards the touch Renji came with a strangled cry. He panted harshly as he slowly came back down, hips falling back onto the bed. He was embarrassed, terribly embarrassed, “…I’m sorry.”
Inui gave the length a few experimental touches, before finally letting it go and watching it fall back against Renji's body. He rubbed his fingertips together, and shook his head slightly. "A natural human reaction," he replied, "apologizing for that, is like apologizing for being a mutant."
“But you haven’t… not yet,” Renji replied reaching down to touch Sadaharu between his legs. “You’re wearing too much,” he complained softly as he pulled himself up to sitting so that he could kiss Sadaharu again. Hesitantly his hand stroked at Sadaharu’s arousal and the other hand stroking against his neck and collar.
Having Renji touch him, was something Inui had not taken into consideration, but when he thought about it, it was kind of nice. He took the other's hands into his own and brought them to the collar of his slightly oversized shirt. "There are a lot of buttons, why don't you help me, if you're going to complain so much?"
Renji’s hands were shaking slightly at the collar. Shyly he pressed a kiss against Sadaharu’s jaw as he began to unbutton the shirt. Each button that fell open he pressed a soft, almost chaste, kiss where the button was all the way down, pressing a kiss to Sadaharu’s stomach and on his clothed groin until the shirt was completely open.
Inui watched Renji in his actions, surprised that he could do something so sultry and arousing. With those soft, light kisses pressed against his skin, kisses to his stomach, kisses against his arousal that sent shivers up his spine. He reached over and placed a hand on Renji's head, ruffling the hair softly, encouraging him.
He straightens, the light this way Renji can kind of see Sadaharu’s face. He lowers his lashes slightly, as he pressed another soft kiss to the other boy’s face as he slid the shirt off his shoulders. Pressing his cheek against Sadaharu’s shoulder Renji soaked up the heat for a moment before kissing the slight jut of his collarbone.
Inui let himself sigh into Renji's kisses, relaxing in a while he never thought he could relax. He even found himself wrapping his arms around him, feeling along his back with gentle touches. "Mm... yes, just like that, Renji..."
He pressed his forehead to Sadaharu’s shoulder, lashes fluttering and brushing against the other teen’s skin, like butterflies. Renji pressed another kiss to the shoulder, curiously he lapped at the skin lightly before sucking on it lightly like he had with Sadaharu’s tongue. He was guessing, exploring, not very certain about each little motion. One hand holds onto the shoulder while his other hand brushes over the slight shadow that he could see where the collarbone was, slim fingers dancing delicately over pale skin.
Inui tilted his head to the side, giving Renji more room to treat his suck at the skin of shoulder. He was smirking, pleased by the sensation. He drew his hands down Renji's back, caressing the skin, rubbing against the soft skin, tracing along the waist and then down towards the round bottom, feeling it against his palm, cupping it.
He trailed his lips up along Sadaharu’s neck lightly letting out a soft yelp as he felt the other teen cup his rear. Renji had never given his body much thought but tonight suddenly he had to take notice of all his parts and bits.
That sound increased the smirk on his lips and he let his fingers move and seek out the entrance he knew only from research and installed information. He leaned his head down to gently bite Renji's shoulder.
He gasped, the sound lost against Sadaharu’s skin. The bite and the fingers brushing against his anus made him tense slightly. Renji knew how it worked though feeling it and knowing were two different things. Shaking slightly he pressed himself down slightly to encourage the touch as he let out a shaky sigh.
Inui pressed his finger a little harder against the muscle before pushing him back against the bed, encouraging him to spread his legs for him.
Renji fell back against the bed without resistance. He winced slightly as Sadaharu pushed against his entrance though he did part his legs for the other boy. He couldn’t begin to imagine how uncomfortable and potentially painful it might be to go all the way if this was how it felt with a single digit.
After a moment of thought, Inui pulled his finger back, examining it for a moment. Upon closer inspection, not only did he make note of the how uncomfortable a finger would seem, but also that males did not produce a natural lubrication like the female gender. He looked around, eyes scanning the room for something of a similar nature. Lotion. He spied lotion on Renji's bedside table. That would do. He took it, it and pumped a few squirts into his hand, rubbing it across his hand, slicking up his fingers. "Don't complain if I hurt you, even if I don't mean to." He paused. Why had he said that? Stupid, stupid. What did he care if he hurt him anyway?
Nodding frantically Renji shifted, pulling his legs up, bent at the knee to give Sadaharu better access. He couldn’t really see what Sadaharu was doing but he had some idea what the other boy had reached for and what he was going to do. He was nervous but eager.
"You seem to really know what to do, despite your lack of experience," Inui commented, still rubbing his fingers together experimentally. "You look so eager." He let his slick hand slide between Renji's legs, feeling around.
He turned his face away, embarrassed. “I’m not clueless,” Renji murmured softly. His breath hitched slightly as Sadaharu’s hands slid between his legs. His legs were trembling slightly, resisting the impulse to press them together.
"Of course, we've both been fed the exact same information to control any possible human desire for sexual activity, such as this," Inui muttered, noticing how easy it was to manipulate his hand against Renji's skin now that he had slicked it up. He pressed a finger against that entrance he had been playing with moments earlier.
“Aaah,” Renji exhaled softly as he felt the slicked digit slide against his anus. He shifted slightly to press against the tip, letting Sadaharu’s finger impale him just slightly. It was a bit tense and nervous waiting for it to happen. “Sadaharu.”
After a moment, Inui pushed the finger in further, feeling a surprising heat swallow the digit. Even know, he was still surprised at the amount of heat Renji was capable of actually generating. He felt hotter than a normal person, even. Or maybe it was all just going to his head, and he was imagining things. "You're incredibly sexy like this," Inui found himself commenting.
The soft protest was caught in his throat, a soft moan falling from his lips instead. He wasn’t sexy, rather awkward and terribly needy. But he was too lost at the moment to correct Sadaharu. He forced his hips down against the intrusion, letting Sadaharu’s finger sink as deeply into his body as it could. It slid in smoothly now, it was foreign but not uncomfortable like before.
Inui moved the finger in and out of Renji's body, feeling it slide against the heat, slicking the wall. Occasionally he could feel it tightening around the digit, and he would look up to see if Renji was handling it okay. Some of his information included a rather unpleasant collection of painful noises on the part of the one receiving the action. He pushed his finger around a little more, before trying to slide in a second.
He exhaled carefully, quietly as he felt Sadaharu slide a second finger into him. Renji kept looking towards Sadaharu as if he could see. He was careful not to let any discomfort show on his face. It wasn’t so bad though his body would tense occasionally automatically.
Inui moved his fingers slowly, carefully, drawing them out, then pushing them back in, scissoring them, testing the resistance. "How does it feel?" he asked in a low voice, "does it hurt? Does it feel good?"
Renji waited a few moments before replying. The sensation of the scissoring had been unexpected. “It feels… strange. It doesn’t hurt. It doesn’t feel good,” he answered slowly. His body felt tight and it was being opened up, the only way to describe it was strange.
"It doesn't... feel good? Weird... according to all my information, it should..." Inui pushed his fingers in a little deeper and began to bend the fingers a little, looking for that certain prostate gland that was a crucial part of male anal sex. He paused after thinking those three words. There was nothing erotic or sexual about those words.
He bit down on his lip slightly to stop a soft murmur from rising. It was a bit strange to have Sadaharu… rummage around like that.
Inui's fingers looked around a bit more, roaming the hot insides of Renji's body. He wanted the other one to cry out in response, to react as though he really did find the right place. He pushed right up against what he assumed was the spot.
The yelp at the sudden push was strangled by a moan. Renji squeezed his eyes shut, mouth falling open at the sensation that jolted through his body. He was just a little bit dazed as he recovered from the sudden assault. “That felt good,” he commented softly, he was hard again now, “maybe a bit too intense.”
"I bet I can make it feel better." Inui continued to push up against the spot, assaulting it with his two fingers, driven by such an arousing reaction from Renji. He had not expected such a moan, mouth open, expression dazed. That was even more sexy than before.
“That would be slightly frightening,” Renji panted softly. His legs parted further as if to open himself more. He felt a little dizzy from the pleasure. Exhaling carefully again, his breathing had become very thick and heavy, Renji pressed himself against the intruding digits even as he protested.
"More?" Inui asked, moving the fingers a little faster, "Do you want more?" He wanted to hear Renji beg, even though he knew chances were it wasn't going to happen.
He pressed his lips together harshly to keep from responding to that. Eyes fluttering open he tried to look at Sadaharu’s face. He could imagine an expression but that wasn’t enough. Renji reached his hands for the other teen’s face, fingers tracing the angles and curves, his index finger traced the line of Sadaharu’s lips.
Touch. That was something Inui should have expected. Renji's fingers slid across his face, feeling his slightly parted lips and furrowed brow. He turned his head slightly, kissing the tips of those fingers - fingers he knew surprisingly well. As much as he hated touch, as much as he hated being touched, he knew those fingers.
He pulled his hands back reluctantly, the tips of his fingers were tingling slightly or maybe he was imagining things. He was looking at the sharp shadows across Sadaharu’s face before his gaze broke, eyes squeezing shut again as the fingers rubbed against his prostate again. Renji fell back heavily into the bed, sinking into the pillows and mattress. A hand slid down to find Sadaharu’s wrist and stroking it lightly before resting over his thigh, between his parted legs.
Inui's other hand, also slick with lotion, grasped Renji's length and began to pump it, fingers still sliding in and out, brushing against that spot with a slight arch. He leaned forward, pressing his lips against his stomach. The more he did this, the warmer and softer he felt inside. He wasn't sure if he liked... no. He certainly didn't like it.
Renji cried out before biting down on his lips and muffling it to a soft, “Nnngh.” His fingers curled into a fist against his thigh as he tried to keep from thrusting up into the wrap of Sadaharu’s hand. Each time he shifted his hips he fell down a bit deeper. “Stop,” he called out in a panting voice. He was too close to a second orgasm, it was insane and they were barely half way.
Inui slid a little further up Renji's body. "Stop?" he echoed, "But it's just getting good. I'm really enjoying myself. And I can tell you are too." He continued to move his hands and fingers, kissing the other's chest gently.
“I’m going to…” Renji choked on his own words slightly as he arched into the firm strokes. It was driving him crazy so many different sensations. If he was still connected to his processor he had no doubt it would crash.
"So let go," Inui murmured gently, as he pulled back, hand still stroking him, from the inside and from the outside.
He gave a frustrated whine as he thrust his hips up into Sadaharu’s stroking him and fell back down onto the fingers impaling him. Renji bit down hard on his lips as he came again, body tightening around Sadaharu’s fingers as he climaxed with a muffled moan.
Inui trembled a bit at feeling Renji tighten around his fingers. And after a moment, as he with drew his fingers, he found his breath was slightly heavy, as if he had been just as eager to see him find a release, as Renji was to reach it for a second time. He was smiling, a little, hands releasing the organ that he grasped so firmly in his hands. "The human body," he commented, "is an amazing thing...."
Panting harshly Renji pushed himself up, sitting up against Sadaharu. His lips found the other boy’s again, kissing him deeply. “Your turn,” he murmured softly against Sadaharu’s lips. He slid his lips along the other boy’s jaw, letting his tongue tickle the skin lightly. He found Sadaharu’s earlobe and nipped at it lightly before working down his neck.
"My turn," Inui echoed, and he let his head roll back. Each of Renji's kisses and nips left a spot tingling against his skin. His mouth dropped slightly, and he let out a soft moan of pleasure.
Renji slid down Sadaharu’s body. He sucked softly at Sadaharu’s nipples, traced the faint ridges of his ribs. “You’re too skinny,” he murmured softly before sliding lower, his tongue dipped into Sadaharu’s navel teasingly before he sucked softly at the softer part of the belly just beneath it. Renji drew his tongue across the waist of Sadaharu’s pants, tickling the line before his fingers went to work, undoing the pants and tugging them down eagerly.
"I'm not too skinny," Inui argued, as the pants came off easily (he never wore anything too tight to accommodate for all the moving he did), "I just forget to eat." He gasped a little as the pants came away, thankful for the relief from the tightness.
The underwear came off with the pants, exposing Sadaharu’s arousal to Renji. He looked at it curiously for a moment, taking the length in his hand and stroking it experimentally. He traced a finger along the prominent vein. It was slightly thicker than his own but around the same length.
"Nn...." Inui moaned slightly, feeling his arousal being grasped and stroked by Renji's familiar hands. He sighed, satisfied in the feeling and the sensation. It sent shivers up his spine, arousing him even more than before.
He looked up at Sadaharu hesitantly before lowering himself again. Certainly if his lips felt good on other parts of the body it would feel good there. Curiously he kissed the tip of the arousal, skimming down with the soft skin of his lips. He was hunched over Sadaharu’s lap, uncertain how to position himself.
Inui, despite deciding how good it felt to have Renji's lips against his arousal, stopped to turn Renji's head in the direction of the edge of the bed. "You'll hurt your back like that. Get on the floor, it'll be easier for both of us."
Renji slid down onto the floor as Sadaharu told him to. He slid between the other teen’s legs, looking up at Sadaharu before he tried again. He parted his lips slightly to suck teasingly at the arousal, just at the tip. The taste was shocked him but not enough to pull back. His tongue flicked against the tip as if to get a better idea of the taste.
"Mmm..." As much as the pleasure made Inui want to roll his head back and relish it, he found more pleasure in watching Renji suck him off, mouth wrapped around the head, tongue flickering against the tip. He never thought such a pale, dead looking boy would grow up to be capable of something like this.
Lips parting Renji let his tongue slide up and down Sadaharu’s length, he felt a bit bolder, a bit more certain, hearing the soft sounds of pleasure the other boy made. He held the erection at the base while his other hand stroke at the flesh delicately with his finger tips. He let the head of the penis slip between his lips, sucking at it steadily though he varied the intensity and the speed to see how Sadaharu would react.
Inui placed his hand on Renji's head, moving his hips slightly with movement of the other's mouth. Sounds of pleasure, like soft half swallowed moans, and quiet grunts escaped his barely parted lips.
Slowly Renji tried to take the organ deeper into his mouth, sliding it in and out, just a little bit further down each time. He couldn’t fit it all in his mouth, not without choking. He sucked at the erection between his lips as his hands stroked slowly at the base. The pace was slow and unhurried, he worried if he rushed anything he might end up being clumsy or hurting Sadaharu.
"Mmm, you're so good," Inui moaned, fingers running through Renji's hair, rubbing at his head, massaging it.
Renji pulled back and flicked his tongue over the head in response before taking it into his mouth again. His cheeks were flushed warmly. He moaned around the arousal softly, tongue pressing against the underside.
"A little more," Inui urged, moving his hips forward, encouraging Renji to move faster, suck harder. He bent his head forward, hair falling over his eyes, and even then he continued to watch him, focusing on the pale body that was flushed from everything they had been doing.
He took the arousal as deep as he could, sucked harder at it though he was still careful. Pulling back slightly Renji slid his tongue up along the length then twirled it around the tip before sinking down again. His head bobbed up and down in Sadaharu’s lap. He sped up and slowed down until it was almost at a teasing pace.
Inui sighed and pressed a hands against Renji's shoulders. "Okay stop, no more," he warned, in a low voice. "It wouldn't do for you to finish me so quickly…."
“But you made me finish twice,” he protested softly, dragging soft lips along the length again in a feather light touch. His tongue darted out to lap up along the erection again, unwilling to stop.
Inui knew the pleasure he had gotten from watching Renji come twice already was going to come back and bite him in the ass, and this was one of those moments. Renji had the most incredible touch, gentle, hesitant, slow, luxurious, sexy....
He teased the slit of the penis with the tip of his tongue, the fluid budding there clung to his tongue, sticky like honey. Wrapping his lips firmly around the arousal Renji started to suck faster more firmly as his hands stroked up steadily.
Fingers still massaging at Renji's head, hips moving into the soft mouth and warm hands. He found feel himself trembling slightly from resisting the urge to reach his release, but he was beginning to feel the limits of his restraint. "Nn... Ren... Renji...."
Renji rubbed his tongue against the head in counter rhythm to the sucking. He could hear it in Sadaharu’s voice, he let the pace speed up, bobbing his head up and down enthusiastically. His fingers trailed down to press against the teen’s balls then up the shaft again.
Jerking, forward Inui gasped, hand grasping into Renji's head. There was no holding back anymore, he couldn't. He came, hard and fast from holding it back for as long as he had, into the heat of the other's mouth.
There was no room for him to do anything but swallow. He gagged for a moment before recovering swallowing everything that Sadaharu gave him. Sucking softly at the softening member Renji pulled back. Looking up at Sadaharu he wiped at the corner of his mouth.
Inui was catching his breath, gasping, head tossed forward, hair in his eyes. "Ah... Renji...."
He reached up a hand almost cattishly batting at a strand of hair falling into Sadaharu’s face. Renji gave a hesitant smile, raising himself on his knees to press a kiss to Sadaharu’s lips.
Compelled, Inui put his hands on either side of Renji's face, pulling him closer, kissing him deeper. He wasn't quite sure why he felt the urge to do it, he just did. There was something so cute about the way he batted away at his hair. The smile was sweet and hesitant. Why... was he thinking like that?
Renji sighed softly against Sadaharu’s lips, content. He hadn’t expected all this to happen but the feeling of Sadaharu’s hands gently touching his face made him inexplicably happy.
Inui couldn't help but kiss him gently, lov... lovingly, was the only way he could describe it. He never knew he was capable of being able to... do anything in such a way. It was almost unbelievable.
He hummed softly into the kiss. Pulling back slightly Renji pressed a kiss to the tip of Sadaharu’s nose affectionately. He got up from his knees, sitting back on the bed next to the other teen. He wasn’t sure if they were done yet, he was still stick between his legs and his body had recovered enough that if they wanted to he could.
Inui wrinkled his nose at the kiss, both confused and surprisingly pleased by it. Carefully he reached around Renji's waist, pulling him a little closer, and leaning over to kiss him on the shoulder, then the neck, slowly working his way up to his lips in an affectionate way. "Renji," he murmured softly, "I'm not sure how I feel about you...."
“That’s okay,” he replied with a smile. He didn’t need to hear it from Sadaharu, didn’t need to demand an answer from him. Renji was happy with whatever the other teen offered. He returned the kisses softly, smiling into them.
"Why are you so easily satisfied?" Inui asked, still kissing him gently, across his face, over his closed eyes. "Why?"
“Because I can’t expect things from you, so whatever you give me makes me happy,” he told Sadaharu as he sighed at the soft kisses sprinkled over his face. Renji shifted a little to press Sadaharu to lie down on the bed. He kissed him on the lips then on his cheek, over the bridge of his nose and his cheek again.
In all his years of living, Inui never thought simple kisses could be so pleasant. He sighed into them, lying back against the bed. "You really love me... that much?"
“Yes,” Renji replied without hesitation. He kissed Sadaharu’s chin, it was overwhelming just to be allowed to touch the other teen freely. Though he’d never dreamed of touching him so intimately, never imagined Sadaharu would let him.
"How can you love me so much?" Inui asked, staring up at the ceiling, trying to desperately to figure out how those emotions worked.
“You’re all I’ve ever had. I have no choice but to love you,” Renji answered soft as he nuzzled at Sadaharu’s neck. It was incredibly warm to be together like this. “But I would never choose not to love you even if I could.”
"Despite my not loving you back? Despite how we can only disagree on everything? Despite how I will kill someone with my bare hands if I think they deserve it and think nothing more of it? Despite how I hated you? You wouldn't change your mind? Change the way you feel about... me?"
“Have I changed my mind at all? That’s all been done and I still love you. Do you hate it? The way I feel about you.” He nipped lightly at the soft skin of Sadaharu’s neck then lapped at it gently. His arm was draped over Sadaharu’s waist as if hugging him.
"I hate it. Yes, because I don't understand it." Inui put his arms around Renji and gently pushed him back against the bed, leaning down to kiss him.
Renji let Sadaharu push him onto his back, moaning softly into the kiss. “I’m sorry,” he murmured against Sadaharu’s lips when they pulled back slightly before leaning up a little to kiss again.
Inui didn't reply, merely returned the kiss and began to work his way down Renji's body, brushing against the shoulders, down past the stomach, tongue dipping into the bellybutton teasingly.
He sighed softly as he felt Sadaharu’s soft lips slipping down his body. Renji couldn’t help a short embarrassed laugh when the tongue dipped into his navel. He dropped his hands to rest in Sadaharu’s hair (had he been washing it? It felt softer).
Inui's lips brushed against the organ, head turning slightly into the touch against his head.
Renji moaned softly in response, hips arching up just slightly into the tantalizing touch. “Sadaharu,” he sighed the name softly, falling easily from his lips.
He decided then, that he liked the sound of his name being spoken like that from Renji's lips. It was sensual. He kissed the length gently, hands sliding between the legs, pushing them apart gently. There was one thing left.
His legs slid apart for Sadaharu obediently. There was little shyness left, he’d already seen everything of Renji there was no more shame in his body. He stared at the bright ceiling of his room even though he wanted to prop himself up to look at Sadaharu. He wouldn’t see much so he just lay back.
"You should see the way you look," Inui whispered gently, finding the bottle of lotion again, squeezing it onto his length, rubbing it, encouraging it to harden more beneath his hands. "You're so incredibly sexy...." His slick hand rubbed against Renji.
“I wish I could see you,” Renji replied softly, hips shifting slightly for Sadaharu. He couldn’t imagine himself as sexy no matter how many times Sadaharu said it, but then he wasn’t one to randomly say things he didn’t mean.
"You have that option, don't you?" Inui asked. "You can see now, if you wanted to..."
He didn’t reply, just moaned softly as Sadaharu continued to touch him between his legs. He didn’t like to rely on the interface, not when there was Sadaharu. It was childish but if he was blind the only aide he wanted was Sadaharu.
Inui didn't say anything else, as he slid his arousal, pressing up against Renji's entrance, wanting so badly to enter him, fill him, feel him around him.
Renji reached to touch Sadaharu’s face as he shifted his hips again letting the tip of the arousal rub against him. “Go ahead,” he murmured softly, he was relaxed, trusting Sadaharu to be as gentle here as he had been all night.
A little confirmation was all Inui wanted and needed before pushing in slowly, into the surprising heat of Renji's insides. The heat was so much, he couldn't help but gasp slightly. "God... Renji...."
He moaned softly as Sadaharu slid it, he felt stretched and it hurt a little but certainly nothing that was unbearable. Wrapping his arms around Sadaharu’s neck Renji tried to pull their bodies closer together. His lashes fluttered against his cheeks, flitting restlessly as he adjusted to the sensation.
Inui slid across Renji's body as he pushed in further, until he was in up until the hilt. He stared down at Renji for a moment, seeing those closed eyes, face flushed slightly. He leaned down to kiss him gently, as his hand reached over, looking for something.
A soft sigh gusted against Sadaharu’s lips as he slid in completely. Renji shifted, pulling his legs up slightly to ease the connection. He returned the kiss ardently ignoring the ache from being stretched in such a way.
Inui's fingers found what he had been searching for, the familiar thin red wire that had connected them together for years. And even without his computer, he was still part machine, and he thought if anytime was an appropriate time to experiment, this was it. Swiftly he plugged one behind his head, and the other end at the nape of Renji’s neck.
Renji let out a shocked cry at the sudden visual feed. The flush on his face darkened and he watched it through Sadaharu’s eyes. He turned his head to the side as if that would help avert his gaze but he was trapped. He didn’t have much time to dwell on it though as Sadaharu continued to push in and out of his body drawing out soft moans from him.
Judging from Renji's reaction, he had worked. Inui smirked slightly he brushed a hand against the other's cheek, moving slowly in and out of him. "See how sexy you are," he murmured softly, "your cheeks are so red..."
He tilted his head into the touch, moaning quietly as their bodies rocked together. His eyes fluttered open though what he saw didn’t change. He saw the way his own slightly unfocused gaze was turned to Sadaharu, saw how flush and red he was, but more than that he noted Sadaharu’s unwavering gaze on his face. It made him hot to feel the other teen look at him so intensely.
"I really love looking at you," Inui whispered, continuing to move against him, into him, breathing increasing. "Somehow, I feel as though I could stare at you forever..."
“Stare at me forever,” Renji invited, intoxicated by the words and the sound of Sadaharu’s voice. He lifted his legs to wrap around Sadaharu’s waist, moaning as he held the other teen as close as he could. He gave a sharp cry as Sadaharu pressed in again having found that spot again.
Inui began to move faster, thrusting harder into him, not saying anything. Despite the way his breath was increasing, and his body was beginning to shake, he didn't look away, wanting to watch Renji forever, wanting Renji to watch himself.
Each thrust rubbed against his prostate making Renji purr softly each time. He was hard again by now and their soft rocking made him rub against Sadaharu’s stomach each time. His eyes blinked automatically, more instinct than anything, as he watched himself, lips parted slightly matching the motion to the soft pleased sounds he was making.
Feeling Renji's arousal against his stomach, Inui ground against it with each thrust, staring at those slightly parted lips. The purrs made his blood hot, arousing him even more than he was before. He leaned over, kissing him, hips moving faster: in and out, in and out.
Lips parted for Sadaharu, Renji flicked his tongue out urging Sadaharu’s into his mouth and tangling with it. His soft cries were swallowed by their kiss as Sadaharu hit him harder and faster, his body tightened around Sadaharu each time he drew out, clenching at the pleasure of the stimulation.
Their sounds of pleasure were muffled together, mouths pressed hard and fast. Inui sucked eagerly on Renji's tongue, feeling the familiar heat beginning to gather deep inside him, urging him to move faster, harder, wanting to them to reach their completion at the same time.
Renji’s legs flexed around Sadaharu, pulling them closer again. Renji kissed back with equal fervor, lips, tongue, even his teeth scraping gently over soft lips. He squeezed his eyes shut again as he felt himself near his peak for the third time that night but held on a bit longer.
Speaking against Renji's lips, Inui managed to gasp, "I'm coming..." Pushing hard into Renji, his body shuddered, hips jerked, and he was pushed past his limit. The feeling sent shivers through his entire body, making him tremble and shake. He had felt that way before.
As soon as those words were spoken Renji let go. “Sadaharu,” he cried out softly against Sadaharu’s lips as he came again, his arousal rubbed against Sadaharu’s stomach a few times heightening the pleasure. His body tightened around Sadaharu as he came, whole body clenching.
Inui was slowly coming down, arms wrapped around Renji. He was tired, his body was sore, it ached - a good kind of ache - and he didn't want to leave that warmth, but he did. Slowly he drew out and collapsed next to him, quiet, wire pulling from his head, severing the visual connection between them.
He would need a bath later, he had semen splattered over his stomach and he could feel a
trickle between his legs, nevertheless he was content. Not minding the mess Renji curled up against Sadaharu, resting his head on the other teen's shoulder. "Will you stay the night?" he asked hopefully.
Inui mulled silently over the question. He didn't want to promise anything, but with Renji
curled up against him like that, voice hopeful, all he could manage to reply was, "...perhaps."
“All right,” he agreed, letting Sadaharu keep his ambiguity. “Thank you,” he added as an afterthought, kissing Sadaharu’s chest lightly, “That was incredible.”
There was no denying it. It was incredible, especially for their first experience with sex. They knew all about it, but to actually experience it first hand - with each other, of all people... it was overwhelming. Inui put a hand on Renji's head. "Shh," he said, "go to sleep."
Renji thought to protest, he wasn’t so tired anymore but let his eyes fall shut. It was a peaceful, lounging mood. “I’ll try,” he murmured, it was comfortable enough curled against Sadaharu like that.
As he felt Renji fall asleep against him, Inui stared up at the ceiling, thinking. Whatever feelings he had for this boy was making things so much more difficult. If whatever he felt inside was love, there was still no possible way for it to be realized. They were too different. Inui lived a separate life. Renji believed in unity between mutants and humans alike. And he... he preferred to see the humans dead.
Renji shifted closer to Sadaharu in his sleep, breathing even, face relaxed in peaceful sleep.
Inui stared at Renji for a while, looking at him. He brushed a hand against his cheek, thoughtfully. He couldn't stay. It wouldn't be right. Carefully, he moved, placing a pillow in Renji’s arms in his absence. Staying would only hurt him more anyway. He didn't belong here in Ryuhana.
Renji woke up as Sadaharu pulled away but didn’t say anything. His eyes were closed but he knew the other boy was leaving. Just like the first time Sadaharu had left there was nothing Renji could do to make him stay.
There was so much Inui had to do, anyway. He was still only half fixed. His unit was still laying in a mess on the floor of his apartment, barely functioning. He had to take some time away from this. From Renji. From killing. From everyone and everything. He looked back at Renji as he lingered by the window for a moment. But he wasn't going to go away forever. He'd be back. He leapt from the window, disappearing into the night.
Renji let out a breath he’d been holding as soon as he was sure Sadaharu was gone. Pulling the pillow closer to him, pressing it against his chest he let himself rest on that. He shouldn’t have hoped even for the night he told himself, now he could feel the faint tinge of disappointment rolling in his stomach. He wondered idly if he should even allow himself to hope that Sadaharu would be back eventually.
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